Jake’s Life

This week has gone by so slowly, and brought with it more than I care to deal with right now.

The wowness seems to be gone, instead replaced with more familiar feelings and questions. Always the typical: Did I do something wrong? Did I overstep my bounds? Was I too honest? (I have issues with that one.) Is it a purely physical issue? Do they think my photos were better than the real thing? I don’t know, but I sure wish this shit would work itself out. I just don’t understand how something can be good one day, bad the next. But then again I’m still trying to figure out why bad things happen to good people, and the baddies get the good stuff.
The windstorm also knocked out power here for almost a week. That’s no laundry, no electricity, no internet, and no showers (after the first night anyways). Even though I was at work most of the night, it was tough finding a way just to wake up. One day I took a radio home and kept it on, so every time I heard it dispatch would give a timestamp. One day I had an officer come by my house and wake me up.

We are transitioning from 05 Impalas to 06 Impalas at work. May as well go with souped up Ford Tauruses for the look of them. Comfortable, yes. Fast, yes. Authoritative? Nope. We also got a night vision unit, more to come hopefully.

This weekend has been boring as shit. Went to Jamie’s for one night, been here the rest of the time. Thinking. LOL, not sure why, but I have been.